It's almost midnight and it's been a long day but I had to write for a few minutes because I'm feeling sad tonight. I think for a long time it was easy to have a positive attitude because that is the disposition I was blessed with. I see the glass half full and try to give others the benefit of the doubt. But things are hard and stressful and I can see that slipping away from me a little bit, especially in regards to Oliver (and how I feel like I don't know how to help him) and in regards to our marriage (which has a lot of stress placed on it right now, more than ever before). I feel overwhelmed, especially because Taylor (our part-time nanny) will only be with us another month. That thought is very scary.
It is very discouraging feeling like the things I do don't make a difference. With Oliver, with Wendel, with Josh, with our house being a mess, with pretty much everything.
Falling asleep typing...
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